Priority !

One day after getting a false coment on my character by my own blood i was very furious to know about the reason of heartbreaks. So on that rainy night when everyone was desperately enjoying the weather i shouted and yelled silently lying on my bed addressed the Omnipotent about why am i so broken that even rain couldn’t bring out the tears that are eat me alive? 

I questioned Him that when he know the pain of changing a priority then why He created such circumstances in my life?

I questioned the taunt and sarcasm i received and i asked him why me?

Honestly there was no answer than i realised that even i am not a first priority of my creator and thats the reason He doesn’t care about my changing priorities