All out of sudden now he wanted me
Wanted me not in a commitment but as a contentment
His eyes were not visible so i wasn’t able to judge the hype of mockery he is attempting on me this time
As a naive silly soul i believed but i didn’t trusted my destiny i know this very thing that peace love and sincerity were never my pleasures to get pleased by them as a normal human being
I was ready for another heartbreak by the same person again and this time i know this wasn’t only my heart which was going to die but my soul and eventually my existence was on stake. This is how much it hurts when you doubt the reality and think that pretend and hallucinations are true.